Showing posts with label education. Show all posts
Showing posts with label education. Show all posts

Monday, December 16, 2013

Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve will be here soon. A wonderful night when Christians (and even some non-Christians) will gather together in churches around the country, and around the globe, to celebrate the coming of Christ. 

In many of those churches, the attendees will celebrate with the traditional Christmas story. You know the one: Mary is in labor, riding into town on a donkey, it’s cold and snowy, all the local inn keepers turn them away, they spend the night in a dirty cave (or barn) where Joseph delivers the baby, he is named Jesus, wrapped in swaddling cloths, and spends the night in a manger full of hay so shepherds and wise men can come and worship him. Yeah! That one…the nativity story that’s not really in the Bible…at least not most of it.

Really. Honest Injun’. Get your Bible out and check. There was no donkey. There was no inn, nor an inn keeper. They’d already been in town for at least a few days, if not weeks, when Jesus was born. And Joseph probably didn’t have much to do with the actual birthing process. 

Based on the culture and customs of the time, they were probably staying with some of Joseph’s relatives and, due to the census, it was a packed house. It is likely there were plenty of female relatives on hand to assist with the birth. Because the guest room was full, Joseph, Mary, and the baby, Jesus, were relegated to sleeping out in a common room, near where the animals were kept in the home (also a normal thing back in first century Bethlehem) hence the necessity of putting Jesus in the manger.

Don’t get me wrong. I’m not trying to “bah humbug” your Christmas. But I also feel like the Nativity scene most of us grew up thinking was the the “Gospel” truth is just about as real as Santa Claus.

You CAN find a donkey and a cave in the story if you want to stray from the Biblical canon. Do a Google search for The Protoevangelium of James. There’s a donkey and cave in that one. Joseph is also an aging widower and Jesus isn’t so much born as he is delivered via a supernatural, non-surgical, c-section…oh, and Mary was confirmed to be a virgin and remained so until she died. Some of the traditions we celebrate have their roots in extra-biblical books/stories that have long been rejected by the church.

So what’s my point?

I think it would be great to celebrate the story that IS actually in the Bible. It’s a story of brokenness, fear, and shame. It’s also a story of great joy, angelic hosts, heavenly choirs, the birth of a Savior, and it's one that doesn’t need any sensationalism to make it better.

If you want the Biblical Christmas story, here it is (in a nut shell):

In the sixth month of Elizabeth’s pregnancy, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a town in Galilee, to a virgin pledged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. The angel went to her and said, “Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you.”

Mary was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might be. But the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God. You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you are to call him Jesus. He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, and he will reign over Jacob’s descendants forever; his kingdom will never end.”

“How will this be,” Mary asked the angel, “since I am a virgin?”

The angel answered, “The Holy Spirit will come on you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God. Even Elizabeth your relative is going to have a child in her old age, and she who was said to be unable to conceive is in her sixth month. For no word from God will ever fail.”

“I am the Lord’s servant,” Mary answered. “May your word to me be fulfilled.” Then the angel left her.

In those days Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be taken of the entire Roman world. (This was the first census that took place while Quirinius was governor of Syria.) And everyone went to their own town to register.

So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no guest room available for them.

And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.”

Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,

“Glory to God in the highest heaven,
 and on earth peace to those on whom his favor rests.”

When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let’s go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about.”

So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told.

Luke 1:26-38 & 2:1-20 (NIV)

Monday, December 9, 2013

Lesson learned...

I learned a good lesson yesterday...

Not long after I woke up, I came to the realization that I just couldn't put off the job of dragging the humidifier out any longer. I don't know what spurred me to action. It could have been the haboob (Google it if you have to) that tried to exit my body when I blew my nose. It could have been the dry hacking cough which has been plaguing me for the past month. It could have been any number of things; regardless of the reason, I sprinted into action and finally found my Kenmore Quiet Comfort 12 gallon humidifier hiding in the basement.

I hauled the KQC12g up to the main floor, cleaned it, put it back together, ran out to Sears and picked up a new filter for it, and found a nice place to put it...right in the corner of the dining room. It really did seem like the perfect spot. The KQC12g humidifier is rated for a 2,500 square foot home. Mine is only about half that and, to top it off, this corner is almost in the exact middle of the house. It is the perfect spot for an even distribution of humidity throughout the whole house...and it has an outlet. Besides, I have yet to find anything else to put in this corner. It's in the dining room in that awkward spot between the hallway going to the basement and bedrooms and the door way to the kitchen. It's not big enough for a nice piece of furniture...so it exists as an empty column of space in my already cramped little home.

When I got the KQC12g up and running, it would only flash a 25% as the humidity level. This is the KQC12g's calm and quiet way of letting me know the humidity level in the home is significantly low. I filled it up, then refilled it immediately, since the first filling almost instantly drains from the holding tank, and let the KQC12g do it's work.

At about half-time, during the Lions game, I noticed the area around the chair I was enjoying watching the game from was getting kind of warm. In all honesty it was getting hot. Well, that chair sits directly in front of the register for that room. I closed the register and solved my problem post haste. A little later, I stood up to walk to the kitchen and was greeted by an extraordinary amount of heated air from the waist up. I made note of the changing climate conditions via a verbal exchange with my bride, who was sitting at our tall dinning room table, only to find she had been cognizant of this issue for quiet some time while I huddled down in the lower altitudes, watching the game. Being a normal man, I quickly discharged all concerns about the issue from my brain and returned to watching the game.

As the game came to a close, and I watched the Lions jiggle the handle to the toilet they are in the midst of flushing themselves down, I stood upright to find that my house felt both more humid and really warm. Not just pleasantly warm, but "do-you-have-an-80-year-old-woman-living here?!" hot! A quick walk around the house proved this to be true in every single room. What in blue blazes was going on here? The furnace had been running non-stop for nearly 6 hours, which only now seemed odd. True, it was cold outside, but not THAT cold.

My investigation lead me to the thermostat, in the dining room, which was proudly telling me it was only 67 degrees in my house. "LIAR!" I shouted at the thermostat at the top of my lungs and reached over to see if the temperature settings had been changed...and that's when I felt that stream of moist cool air blowing straight up from the KQC12g and in front of the thermostat....

...needless to say, the KQC12g is now humming away over on the other side of the room. My house finally cooled back down to something less than "sleeping-in-a-tent-on-a-hot-muggy-night-in-July" hot at some point during the night and I learned to pay more attention when doing something as simple as setting the humidifier up.

The infamous corner.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

The Bible In A Year

Today is day 330 of the year 2013; my Bible-In-A-Year plan told me so. All I have left to read are the Minor Prophets, a couple chapters of Proverbs, a rehash of the last 30 Psalms (you read them all twice in this plan), and the last few books of the New Testament. Three hundred and thirty days down, thirty five to go.

I will admit that it has been harder than I thought it would be, for several reasons:
  • The experts tell us if we do something regularly, at the same time every day, for a certain number of days in a row it will become a habit. I don’t know why, but reading the Bible just doesn’t seem to want to fit that mold for me. I started off reading every morning, then I switched to every night, and then I swapped back and forth intermittently. It has never become a “habit.” Reading the Bible is/was/has been something that I have to make myself do each and every day. It is not that I don’t want to read it, I just frequently “find” easier or more interesting things to do. At this point, I am realizing that may just be how it was intended to be, something intentional as opposed to a mindless act.
  • It can be a very hard book to read. No, I’m not talking about the reading level, I’m talking about the content. 
    • Most people complain about books like Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy, but I breezed through the Pentateuch without much problem. The books that bogged me down were the major prophets; Isaiah and Ezekiel were the toughest. They are looooonnnnnngggg and tend to get very repetitive. In addition, they really can twist your brain in a lot of different directions with difficult concepts, images, and content. Some of what’s in there is just “hard” to read in an “I want to poke my eyes out” kind of way.
    • There are many uncomfortable parts, especially in the Old Testament. It is a book (or many books) filled with stories of murder, rape, incest, violence, genocide, and expectations and/or laws that just seem unjust or oppressive. Those parts are uncomfortable because God is often represented as being the very opposite of the loving, white-bearded, golden-aura-shrouded, grandfatherly, geriatric, passive, forgiving, and almost senile God that so many of us in Western Christendom WANT our God to be.
I’ll be honest, if I hadn’t taken a course in Biblical Interpretation last spring…I might have given up back on day 39 or 40…most certainly by day 52. I would have quit for the same reason(s) that so many others who have tried to read the entire Bible give up; it IS hard, it makes me feel uncomfortable (often in a bad way), it is sometimes boring, and it really challenges me from a faith perspective to KNOW what this foundation my faith is built on is really about. In class I learned that I have to read the Bible through at least three main “lenses”:
  1. The world in behind the Bible: the historical context/understanding of the world that preceded the writing of whatever portion I may be reading.
  2. The world inside the Bible: the historical context/understanding of the world at the time of the writing of whatever portion I may be reading.
  3. The world in front of the Bible: the context/understanding of today.
Focusing on those first two lenses helped me get through some of the parts that were most difficult. They are passages written to/about a people with whom I have little to no historical context. I can study up on them and their time, but I can’t “know” it the way I know my own context today. This doesn’t mean those passage can’t/don’t hold meaning for me, just that I need to try to understand what it meant to them first.

In all this reading, there is one passage that has come up three times and, as such, stands out to me as a guide for “being a better Christian.” I first studied it in class as part of a lesson in exegesis, then Pastor Mark preached on it twice this past month (November 3 and November 10), and I read it yesterday as part of my plan. The passage is from 1 Peter 3:8-18, and I really feel like it sums up the message of what I’ve been reading for the past 330 days, how I really want to live the rest of my life, and how I hope other Christians want to live, too. Allow me to paraphrase (probably poorly):

As Christians we should be:
  • Agreeable
  • Sympathetic
  • Loving
  • Compassionate
  • Humble
This goes for ALL Christians! There are no exceptions.

There should be no room in our lives for retaliation.
There should be no room in our lives for sharp-tongued sarcasm.
Instead, we should bless others…that’s our job! To bless!
If we can practice living this way we’ll be a blessing and get a blessing!

You want to embrace life? You want to see your day fill up with good? Try doing these things:
  • Say nothing evil or hurtful.
  • Snub evil and cultivate good.
  • Seek peace with every ounce of your energy!
God approves this message!

God listens and responds when we talk to Him, but He also turns his back on those who do evil things!

If you practice living this way, do you really think people will ask you to stop?
Even if people respond to your kindness, goodness, and good living with hatred or persecution, you’ll be better off!
Stop worry about what non-Christians think about you or say about you! 
God will deal with them in his own time, so don’t worry about it or respond negatively or inappropriately!

Just keep your focus on Christ…no matter what!

If people do get curious about your life, or challenge you about the way you are living, make sure you understand your faith so you can respond correctly; however, make sure you respond respectfully!

If people want to mistreat you for doing good things, that’s their problem and God will deal with them. At some point they’ll realize they are in the wrong, even if it’s only at their final judgement. If you respond to their attacks with attacks of your own, your conscience won’t be clear.

If you’re truly suffering because of your faith and good living, if that’s the place where God has put you, just remember that you’re way better off than those who will be punished for ignoring and/or disobeying God.

Christ’s role in all this is definitive! He suffered because of other people’s (including your, my, and our) sins! He was righteous and suffered for our unrighteousness. Remember, Christ went through it all—suffering, death, and resurrection—to bring us closer to God!

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Alarm Clock Anxiety Disorder

Among family and friends, I have jokingly referred to my "alarm clock anxiety disorder" from time to time. This morning I reached a point where it's just not funny anymore. My head hurts, my vision is blurred, and I feel exhausted. Before starting this post, I did an internet search (yes, I Googled it) for "alarm clock anxiety." Low and behold, this seems to be a real issue that affects a lot of people. Unfortunately, it's an umbrella term, covering many different aspects and types of alarm clock anxiety. My experience doesn't really fit into most of what I read about panic disorders and people who wake up and repeatedly check to make sure their alarm is set; so, I doubt the mental health industry is overly concerned for my well-being at this point.

I wake up because I hear my alarm going off. And then, when I am fully awake, realize it's not going off and it's still the middle of the night. I'm not afraid it won't go off or that it isn't set, I just keep thinking I hear it. The key in my situation is that this is clearly tied into stress, specifically work/school related stress. I have noticed that the two go hand-in-hand and are only experienced in combination with one another.

For me, work/school related stress manifests in dreams. I remember when I was working in technology in the K-12 education environment...where I was trying to perform the work of 2, or more, people in a regular work week (after all, "we can't hire people just because we need them"...yes, that's a quote...I actually heard those words.) Most mornings, I woke up feeling like I had already worked an 8 hour shift. I would, quite literally, spend my night dreaming that I was at work, solving problems, responding to help desk tickets, and tackling complex programming issues. On more than one occasion, I woke up in the morning with an answer to a serious problem I had been struggling with at work for several days, or even weeks. As thankful as I was for having found my answer, the stress of sleep was compounding the stress of work...and that's where the alarm clock anxiety disorder comes in. 

I'm not afraid I didn't set my alarm, or that it won't go off, I'm afraid I'm going to sleep through it. It's a phenomenon that has only happened two or three times in the nearly 30 years I've been using an alarm clock to wake up. I know, and I mean I KNOW, that I will wake up when my alarm goes off.  Even if I forget to turn on the ringer on my phone (who doesn't use their phone as their alarm clock these days?) the phone will vibrate and that is enough to wake me up. I WILL hear it (or even feel it if the phone is lying on the bed next to me) and wake up. There's no rational reason for me to think my alarm won't wake me up AND that fear doesn't exist when I'm not stressed out by work/school.

I don't want you to think I'm complaining about school. I mean...I am...but not necessary in that whiny "school sucks" way we're all used to hearing from children. School is hard, especially for a 41 year old internet ravaged brain (see The Shallows); but, it's the kind of hard that is rewarding. I am being challenged socially, theologically, academically, and spiritually AND I'm enjoying that...but it doesn't mean it isn't causing some stress in my life. The light at the end of the tunnel, the end of the semester, is only a little over a week away and it's both a blessing and a curse. I have far too much work to do to get it all done in time, but I know it will get done...somehow...eventually. #stress

I know that in just over two weeks I'll be able to set my alarm and sleep relatively soundly through the night...light at the end of the tunnel. No more dreams about papers, discussion board posts, 40 page chapters on Biblical interpretation, world religions, or the creation and fall of mankind. I might not even set my alarm, not that that will make any difference in how I sleep.

The other aspect of this is that I realize it's not something I have ever taken to the Lord in prayer (aside from the middle of the night plea of "Please, God, let me just sleep through the night!") Much like Paul's thorn in the flesh, this is a stressful and bothersome issue for me and if I'm not taking it to God in prayer, I'm not doing myself any favors. I'll pray about it tonight, and even if I wake up stressed out tomorrow, I will try to "take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ. For when I am weak, then I am strong."

Thursday, April 11, 2013

April 21

Well, I'm not gonna lie, school is kicking my butt. I find I'm struggling (but still getting A's) with two areas:

  1. Time management - this is something I have never really mastered in my life. I tend to be a bit of a procrastinator anyway but I also tend to get overwhelmed if I spend too much time staring at the big picture, which causes me to lose focus and get sidetracked on minor issues.
  2. Internet brain - back in February, I posted about how the internet is changing the way our brains work in regards to learning...at least for those of us who use the internet regularly. School means a big transition back to reading books...lots of books...and I'm finding that the neural pathways which help turn academic reading into academic learning have suffered a bit of atrophy over the past 15 years. This makes it difficult to sit down and focus on learning for any length of time (more than about 10 minutes) without the learned impulse to check email, Facebook, text messages, etc., etc. kicking in. I typically find myself spending 6 hours in the library trying to accomplish 3 to 4 hours of work. I am carefully evaluating the means necessary to overcome this and think a Facebook blackout might be on the near horizon. I'm not too bad with email and I don't have enough people texting me to make that a real issue...my biggest problem is Facebook. It both consumes a lot of time and the way it is designed contributes to the atrophy of the pathways needed for book learning'. Ultimately, this issue has the biggest impact on item #1.
I know I will make it through the semester and probably have my best academic showing ever...it's just mentally exhausting. I'm starting to think I need to put a nice 3 to 5 day excursion on my calendar for May to get away once exam week is done.

In other news, and the main reason for this post, I have been invited to share my testimony during both services at the Spring Arbor Free Methodist Church on Sunday, April 21. Many of you have been praying for me, encouraging me, and lifting me up over the past two years and I sincerely appreciate that. If you're in the area, feel free to come to either the 9:00AM or 11:15AM service and listen in person. If you live out of town and would live to watch or listen, set your alarm and head over to the church website where both services are streamed live and can be listened to later in the archive at the Spring Arbor Free Methodist Church online.

I'm anxious and nervous and ask that those of you who pray ask God to speak His love through me and through my life on April 21.

Thanks,
Chad

Monday, February 18, 2013

The Shallows

Soooooo...I went back to school. More accurately I have returned to school. Classes started at the end of January and since then I have been slightly "overwhelmed" with the process. Not in a bad way mind you, it's just a little unsettling to go back to college after having been out of that environment for almost 17 years.

The reading that I had been doing has been put on hold and replaced by reading for class. To be honest, I don't remember having to read this much the first time around. Of course, the first time around I was a communication/broadcasting major. We talked a lot...didn't write many papers...but had lots of "projects" centered around video and audio equipment. Here in my first semester back at school I have about 2,000 pages of reading to do...and that doesn't include reading I'll have to do for my end of semester research papers.

Therein lies the problem...my brain is NOT adapting well to reading for academic purposes. I've been doing plenty of reading over the past  year for my own edification and self-improvement. As such, I haven't found myself overly concerned when I can't remember specifics from the books I've read. I have a broad overview and understanding of the context of the book and that has been sufficient for my own needs and requirements. However, I have this idea in my head that academic reading should result in being able to remember specific passages and then be able to draw on that knowledge in classroom and online discussions. Comprehension of the text seems to be taking a lot more work than it used to and I find myself reading pages more than once to truly pick things up. The downside of this is that it effectively turns 2,000 pages of reading into 4,000 pages of reading. What has changed in the past 17 years (aside from getting old) to cause me to be less "able" to remember what I've read? Apparently I can blame it on the Internet!

The first book we read in my REL304 class was The Shallows, by Nicholas Carr. Oddly enough, I had already purchased this book a couple of years ago. I saw it profiled in Wired magazine and found the subject matter to be fascinating. I bought it, read the first chapter, and promptly forgot about it. I'm still not sure about how the content of the book REALLY fits into a class about the first 3 chapters of the biblical book of Genesis, but now I can say I've read the whole thing. The focus of the book is on examining what the Internet is doing to our brains. How is it changing the way we think?

This is the first academic paper I've written since 1996. It felt good to get the academic juices flowing again. Hopefully the neurological paths required for this kind of work will be firing on full blast prior to the end of this semester. So, without further ado, here is my review of The Shallows.

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Chad A Cole, Review of Nicholas Carr, The Shallows: What the Internet is doing to our brains (W. W. Norton & Company, Inc., New York, 2011).

“The Web is a technology of forgetfulness.”  Carr, Nicholas (2011-06-06). The Shallows:
What the Internet Is Doing to Our Brains (Kindle Location 3178). Norton. Kindle Edition.

Introduction

The latter half of the 20th century brought with it unprecedented advances in technological breakthroughs and discoveries. This rapid expansion has had a profound impact on the inventions and tools humankind uses on a daily basis. In as much, we must notice the tools that govern our lives also change the way we live, work, play, and think; however, measuring these changes, especially in regards to computer technology and how it changes the way we think, can be difficult . One of the more pervasive inventions of the late 1900’s is the Internet. As this global computer network continues to expand, humankind finds itself in a position of having the vast knowledgebase of the world available to anyone who has the ability to connect. Today, in most developed countries, access to this resource is available to most people, with little to no restriction; it is available to the rich and the poor, the urban dweller and the ruralized, the educated and the uneducated. The percentage of the world’s population that does not have access continues to dwindle rapidly as businesses, institutions, and governments race to push access to the far reaches of their nations. As this all-inclusive media begins to dominate our globe, some people are left questioning its true impact on society and how it might affect our futures.

In his book, The Shallows, Nicholas Carr asks the question, “What is the Internet doing to our brains?” He takes the reader on a journey through history, looking at the science of, and beliefs about, the brain and how those have changed over the millennia, examining the effects of technology on different cultures and the world throughout recorded history, and challenging the concept that, “the technology is just a tool, inert until we pick it up and inert again once we set it aside” (Kindle Location 119). If asked, the vast majority of people would likely say the Internet has be a boon to the learning process – bringing a depth of knowledge to the individual user, which has been unavailable prior to the advent of said technology. Carr is one of a handful of authors and/or researchers beginning to investigate, nearly two decades after the introduction of the modern graphical web browser, whether or not the Internet actually promotes long term and/or deep learning. In an effort to support his ideas and claims, Carr relies heavily on learning studies and brain-based research performed over the past 15 to 20 years. He takes considerable care to lay his thesis out in a thoughtful manner and walk the reader down well-manicured path toward his conclusions.

The Shallows

Carr’s primary goal is to investigate the Internet in terms of how the usage of this tool is shaping the way our brains work. He sets the stage for his treatise by making sure the reader understands the Internet as a medium for the delivery of content – educational, informational, conversational, video, music, text, or otherwise. He also is clear in expressing his belief that the issue at hand is not the content of the Internet. Carr admonishes his audience to consider that “a medium’s content matters less than the medium itself in influencing how we think and act” (Kindle Locations 111-112). His focus will clearly be on the behind the scenes, nearly subconscious, mechanisms that drive the Internet and not on the purpose of its use. Carr expounds upon his own experiences, as a technology and Internet user, and relates how it has changed not only the way he goes about his work but also the way he perceives that his mind works. He interweaves the reflections of others, experiencing similar effects, into this narrative primarily as a means of setting the foundations for what is to come in the following chapters. While not advocating a return to a Luddite style of living, Carr does seem to be issuing a warning about what we might be giving up as we dive ever deeper into the ocean of the Internet, “What we’re trading away in return for the riches of the Net— and only a curmudgeon would refuse to see the riches— is what (Scott) Karp calls ‘our old linear thought process.’ Calm, focused, undistracted, the linear mind is being pushed aside by a new kind of mind that wants and needs to take in and dole out information in short, disjointed, often overlapping bursts— the faster, the better” (Kindle Locations 219-222).

The focus of Carr’s argument lies in the science of neuroplasticity, also known as brain plasticity. This modern concept of the brain stands in stark contrast to the age-old belief  “that the structure of the adult brain never changed” (Kindle Locations 376-377). According to Carr, new research is shedding light on the brain in a way that helps us understand how our neural pathways and synapses can and do change due to changes in our behavior, our environment, and/or injury. Carr’s message is succinct, “The genius of our brain’s construction is not that it contains a lot of hardwiring but that it doesn’t” (Kindle Locations 560-561). As the reader moves through the book, Carr delves into examining the history of brain science and intertwining his research with examples of how different technologies have affected humankind, from the way we live to the way we think. Much of his focus in the first half of the book is on humankind’s transition to what is best described as deep thinking or “being cultivators of personal knowledge” (Kindle Location 2289).

The pivotal point of The Shallows arrives when Carr begins to focus on the Internet, especially in regards to the impact it has on our brains and the way we learn; “the Net is best understood as the latest in a long series of tools that have helped mold the human mind” (Kindle Locations 1904-1905). He feels that the question of impact on the human brain is worthy of asking because “the Net may well be the single most powerful mind-altering technology that has ever come into general use” (Kindle Locations 1915-1916). In the early days of the Internet, educational experts believed that “introducing hyperlinks into text displayed on computer screens would be a boon to learning. Hypertext would, they argued, strengthen students’ critical thinking by enabling them to switch easily between different viewpoints” (Kindle Locations 2079-2080). As Carr hones in on his thesis, he begins to cite multiple research studies that refute the idea that hyperlinks, the base concept that makes the Internet the Internet, promote long-term learning. Instead, he lays out a clear argument identifying the ways in which the Internet instead becomes a distraction by citing studies that show “links got in the way of learning” (Kindle Locations 2117-2118). For Carr, heavy Internet use among humankind is leading us away from being cultivators of personal knowledge and back to a more primitive state of thought where we are now “hunters and gatherers in the electronic data forest” (Kindle Locations 2289-2290).

Carr’s message is not entirely negative. He does acknowledge the valuable assets the Internet brings to humankind by providing us quick access to information, potent search tools, and an easy way to share our thoughts with even a small but interested audience. His charge is not an implication of the tool itself causing change. The tool is merely an agent, changing our behaviors which, in turn, changes the way our brains process incoming information which, in turn, effects on our ability to learn, moving information from “working memory” to “deep memory” or long-term memory. As humankind offloads the cognitive capacity of our memory onto the Internet, Carr warns against “a slow erosion of our humanness and our humanity” (Kindle Locations 3600-3602) and advises that “we shouldn’t allow the glories of technology to blind our inner watchdog to the possibility that we’ve numbed an essential part of our self” (Kindle Locations 3477-3478).

Personal Impact

As a person who spent 14 years working in the information technology field, 10 of them in the K-12 education environment, Carr’s message reached this reader on a personal level. My first dalliance with hyperlinked text came as a college student during the mid-1990s. As part of my senior thesis, I theorized that creating a multimedia supplement to a textbook would both enhance a student’s self-perceived enjoyment of the learning process while at the same time cultivating a deeper understanding of the material presented in the textbook. The graphical browser arrived on the scene at the same time I began my project, and my focus shifted from a CD-ROM based multimedia experience to an Internet based one. For various reasons, my thesis never reached the stage of implementation; however, based on Carr’s presentation, it is clear that many other people were studying the exact same thing at the same time. Had I finished my work, I wonder if my findings would have been the same as those who found that “when we go online, we enter an environment that promotes cursory reading, hurried and distracted thinking, and superficial learning” (Kindle Locations 1908-1909).

Several years ago, like Carr, I noticed a “distractedness” in the process of how I think. Reading, for entertainment, which had previously been a pleasurable activity, was now more of a chore. I no longer spent hours devouring the pages of books, and when I did try to read, keeping my focus became work. I became convinced that age was the cause of my inability to retain specific information from my reading, leaving me with merely a vague understanding of the book. As I now dive back into the world of academia, I find reading to be even more bothersome. I often have to read entire passages two or three times to gain an understanding of what the author is saying. I find myself in a position where 2,000 pages of reading for a semester becomes 4,000 pages, just in an attempt to have a working understanding of the context and content of what I have read.

As a Christian, I can’t help but wonder what impact the neural changes our brains experience, as a result of Internet usage, has on our faith. Our Bible is rife with admonition to meditate both in prayer and on the Scripture. A quick Google search reveals a plethora of verses dealing with the belief that scripture needs to be a component of our “deep thought” and long-term memory:

  • "My soul is satisfied as with a rich feast, and my mouth praises you with joyful lips when I think of you on my bed, and meditate on you in the watches of the night" Psalm 63:5-6 (NRSV) 
  • "Make me understand the way of your precepts, and I will meditate on your wondrous works." Psalm 119:27 (NRSV)
  • "I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you." Psalm 119:11 (NIV84)

The irony of searching for these verses on the Internet, using Google, is not lost on me. It would not be difficult to fill page after page with other examples of the call to meditation as a life-style practice for the believer. Yet, the Internet appears to be the antithesis of meditation, “the distractions in our lives have been proliferating for a long time, but never has there been a medium that, like the Net, has been programmed to so widely scatter our attention and to do it so insistently” (Kindle Locations 1878-1879). As my “full life” consumes my day, as my Internet usage rewires my brain into a more non-linear thought processes, I am left asking if I am becoming something other than that which I was created to be?

Conclusion

Should we give up the Internet for the betterment of humankind and ourselves or should we merely tame the way we use it, to bring us back to being “personal cultivators of knowledge”? It is easy to assume most people think of the Internet as a tool, one used to help them accomplish their daily goals while sometimes providing a bit of distracted entertainment along the way. As the Internet permeates our lives on a deeper and deeper level, Nicholas Carr asks us to consider the impact that usage is having on the way we think and learn. “The computer screen bulldozes our doubts with its bounties and conveniences. It is so much our servant that it would seem churlish to notice that it is also our master” (Kindle Locations 135-136). Ultimately it is up to readers to determine the best response and evaluate the impact Internet usage has on their own life, the process of thought, and their ability to learn in a meaningful and constructive manner.